eighteen zero nine zero nine

“every moment spent with you is a moment i treasure”
(aerosmith)

11:43 pm.

i run not just to lose weight.  in fact i dont weigh myself regularly.  and i think i hit that plateau on my weight loss curve.

i run not just to be healthy, look good and feel good.  of course, this regular running habit will eventually shed off all the excess fats and its gonna tone down my muscles.  its gonna firm up my body in time.

but basically, i run coz i love the hang of it.  i run coz it makes sense to me.  i love doing it.  i run coz the feeling is priceless.  thats why i dont stop running.  thats why i run everytime i can.  does that makes sense to you?

its bruce’s birthday today by the way.  his day is never complete without some games.  sack race.  wig head relay.  ooops.  typo error.  hahahaha  and of course power puff girls and spongebob party hats.  hahahaha  happy 101st bday bruce.  you make living more fun.  LOL

the past.

our past is a collective of all things good and bad.  the good things are what we call now as memories.  but the bad ones leave us scars.

these scars remind us that the past is real.  it simply shows us that the past happened.

the real essence of the past is learning from it.   from these scars we learn.  actually these scars make us better.  well.  they should.  coz these scars help us move on.

thats why its so lame to talk about the past over and over.  coz if we keep on talking about it then what will come out of it will be just pain, regrets and people to blame.  we dont live in the past.  we live for the future.  coz no past is perfect by the way.

but still.  we have to be thankful for all the things in the past.  all the things happened.  good or bad.  all the people we met and have been part of our lives one way or another.  coz from all those things we learned.  the past shaped us.  it molded us to what we are today.  simply put, it made us.

the learnings from the past will prepare us for today and for tomorrow.  it will guide us as we continue with our journey into the future.  those weakenesses will be our strengths as we journey towards our destination.  the final stretch will be very rocky for sure.  but if we really wanna go home to where we really belong,  if we really wanna be where our heart is, then come hell or high water, we will be.  in the perfect time.  in the right time frames, i will be home.  a place where i can finally rest.

and im on my way now.

think about this before you sleep tonight.

we just dont have to be happy with what we have coz we could be much happier without those we have.

12:14 am.

im out.

~ by the fortunate pilgrim on September 18, 2009.