fifteen zero nine zero nine

“don’t ask any questions and don’t try to understand”
(blessid union of souls)

10:16 pm.

comcast sucked last night.  we were offline.  sucked.

but the night went on to be productive.  still.  tonight and last night were my rest nights.  no runs for both nights.  well.  that sunday run with Barbie was too much.  hahaha  i needed this anyway.  i needed to rest my body to run for more.  and i had to do some errands.

last night i cleaned my room.  i really needed to.  with the 2 bikes inside the room, it looks, feels and probably smells like a bike shop already.  hahahaha  anyway, i do this regularly.  yes.  every 5 months.  hahaha  i feel itchy sleeping on my bed already, thats why.  thats why i really needed to clean my room.  hahahaha

but wait.  two bikes in my room?  can the two bikes even fit in?  hahahaha  of course.  i sleep sitting down on a small couch thats why.  LOL

thats how deep is my passion for biking.  i wanna sleep with them.  i wanna see them all the time.  and of course, out here, these are the only ones i got.  nothing else.  and its my life.  its just me and my two bikes.

since i started this running thing which is about more than a month already, some might wonder why do i keep on doing it almost everyday?  actually some guys out here are already starting to wonder what the hell am i doing.  i always feel sore each time i must admit.  its the impact of the pavement on my knees and thighs plus my knee problem which i had back in childhood.  but still.  even then.  i still do it every night.  almost.  i can endure pain.  i can handle pain.  as long as i can, ill still do it.  i will not stop running.  well.  at least till the really cold season starts.

the question is why.  i just want to make a point.  i just want to prove something.  i just want to show the world how i treat convictions and how i deal with a passion.  its not just lip service.  i do what i say.  and i stand by my words.  all my words.  all the time.  coz what i say is not just shit.  i will stand by my words whatever and whenever and however.  no matter what.  in spite of.  against all the odds.  and dont ever forget that.  and no one can ever stand in the way.

as i go on, i am trying to be as scientific in the approach as possible.  i am researching on a new pair of running shoes.  you know the one that’s best for pavements that can absorb some of the impact.  and i am taking add-ons like vitamins and stuff.  i am taking some extra calcium for the bones and some stuff for the ligaments.  im wondering that probably soon, too much calcium will make me grow extra bones like a set of horns probably or a tail.  or even 10 extra pinky fingers.  hahahaha  well.  it will be not so hard to use my hands when trying to multiply numbers anyway.  hahaha

well.  thats how i roll.

10:45 pm.

im out.

~ by the fortunate pilgrim on September 15, 2009.