twelve zero nine zero nine
“another day is ended
and I still can’t sleep”
(johnny hates jazz)
1:58 am.
just got home. i really had a great talk tonight. coupled with a really nice dinner. it was fun. i feel so light now. for it was some kind of an unloading for me. new insights. new plans. new path. thanks dude.
somehow it makes you feel a little bit better knowing that someone shares your load. somehow it makes you feel that you’re really not alone after all. somehow it feels good to realize that someone is on your side despite of. somehow it feels good that someone out there is ready to extend some help when the road gets rocky and tough. and nothing is never left unappreciated.
you know how bruce is so nosy in almost everything. and i know he always snoops on everyone else’s things. oh yeah. especially in my back pack. LOL
yesterday he gave me some microwave food and a bottle of orange juice for lunch. hmmm. now that makes sense. coz what i had in my back pack for lunch food was only five pieces of cookies and two slices of bread with nutella. hahahaha gotcha! LOL
lately i was reconnecting with some people in my past. guys who i was with for four years in HS within those walls. its so nice to see them again after 50 years even just in those pictures. after all those years, some gained while some lost weight and their hair, yet they looked the same back in those days. and seeing them again just brings back so many memories. and they keep flooding in my mind till now.
though i was one of the guys advised to continue life outside those walls after HS, those 4 awesome years within those walls has always been a part of me. it was the experience above all things. the things we learned from each other was priceless. and those moments i will and i know all those guys will cherish forever as well. as i said, those were our wonder years. those will always be part of growing up. those moments fast tracked our maturity and our sense of independence somehow. it defined us more in terms of character and depth. it was a helluva ride i should say. and as we go on with our own journey, those values learned and internalized will always keep us aligned. we might soar to greater heights but those things will always keep us grounded. and as we continue to grow, as we go on to strive to be better, as we continue to evolve into what we wanna be, its always nice to look back to all these things.
and i have to thank those guys for the opportunity to meet and know all of them. somehow they have molded me. and i have to thank all of them for all those memories. and yes. there is always someone greater than us, there is a God or whichever name you might wanna call Him.
to all you guys, rock on dudes! its so nice to see y’all again. now let’s continue to kick some ass.
2:23 am.
im out.
“so could it be that it had been there all along?”
(incubus)
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