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8:44 pm.
“like a rainbow fading in the twinkling of an eye, gone too soon…”
oh its still a monday. LOL im stuck with these engineers. and how boring can it ever get. hahahaha
if the past life thing is ever true, i think bruce and mss bruce used to be ants. coz they just cant stop working. probably if you could just dissect their brains, all you could see in there is nothing but work, work and work. hahaha
well. from vinyl to brick wall scraping. from the tar works to roof fixings. gardening as defined by bruce would be tree branch cutting and the monday mornings usual weed cutting. from carpet to drop ceiling repair. from car stereo, overhead heater to bike repair. hahahaha oh dude. the list is endless. thats how the museum works. aint that too much fun? LOL
but you know what’s the ultimate museum work? lets wait till he tells me to dye his hair. hahahahahahaha and that would be the day dude. that would be the day. bruce on a 613. thanks to dark and lovely. hahahahaha of course, it will work best with the matching short black flares. uh huh. knot free. yes. ardell naturals. oh dude. its some technical shit there. have a good day, maam. hahahaha
“like a castle built upon a sandy beach, gone too soon…”
we had some new stuff at the museum. blings. bling blings. hahahaha 5 lb pendants hanging on a 10 lb chain with a matching frisbee-sized belt buckles. hahahahaha now thats what you call heavy metal. hahaha
i was picking on bruce today. i was telling him to advertise the blings by wearing it on himself. well. wear your thing with pride, dude. hahahahaha i just cant imgine bruce wearing those blings. hahahahaha well. what about hula-hoop earrings? hahahahaha oh bruce would be so cool. an authentic ghetto superstar. LMAO
bruce always makes my day. comic relief. boredom relief. two in one. hahahaha
ill be back later.
“like a loss of sunlight on a cloudy afternoon, gone too soon…”
9:39 pm.
i was talking about moses and his journey to the promised land yesterday. it was his dream but he never made it. and i know it sucks. well. he had the greatest of faith yet he didnt have what he wanted.
i think all of us has his own promised land. we have our own dreams and ambitions. we all have our own plans. we all know what we want and where we’re going. but sometimes we fall short. and thats part of life. and that sucks.
but i think the thing is we just do what we gotta do. we just give our all for it. we just give more than what’s needed or expected. for only if we do more than our best, for only if we do more that we were supposed to do can we never regret anything if we ever fall short of where we’re going. for when that day comes and you realize you cant really make it, then there will never be a tinge of regret or even a shadow of guilt in our hearts. coz you know that you took care of everything from your own end and probably what fucked it all up were the things that were beyond your own control. then and only then can you can be at peace with your own self. then and only then can you say that even if you get to lose it, you’re still happy somehow. and then you can move on faster. sleep better. and then you can be way happier, i guess. and somehow, you can even love more and deeper.
but you know, there’s nothing sweeter than going to really where you wanna go. there’s nothing better than having what you really wanted. you could not be any happier than being with the thing you call your home. but sometimes, things are way off. sometimes, the signals are a bit distorted. sometimes well, most of the times, things are spelled with a two letter word: NO. and that makes things even harder in a one way street, i guess. sometimes you just find yourself standing between the thin line of stupidity and practicality. but… i dunno.
im out.
10:01 pm.
“like a perfect flower that is just beyond your reach, gone too soon.”
(michael jackson)
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