zero four zero seven zero nine

“Your world
Is nothing more
Than all
The tiny things
You’ve left
Behind”
(jamie cullum)

10:38 pm.

fourth of july.  ID 09.  fireworks.  wow.  but what’s next?  nothing.

well.  its still museum day for me.  nothing better to do than this out here.  yes.  for now. 

it was kinda busy in the morning.  the parking’s still full.  people were probably having their last minute food shopping before their barbecue time.  and the spill over customers of the  supermarket were ours.   

the people were busy.  they looked happy and excited for the holiday.  well.

but after 2 pm, it started to be slow.  people were either out in the parks or in their own homes with their own families for the barbecue. 

so we had to close early.  it made no sense staying when there’s not even a soul out there.  and somehow thats better.  i get to go home and have some rest. 

im kinda of on the downside now.  its so boring.  well whats new.  i dunno just what to do anymore.

it just sucks.  yes it does.  whats next after all these?  i fuckin dont know.  sadness just continues to creep in after all the realizations of the things around here.  its been forever.  and it seems its here to stay.  its so hard.  fucking hard. 

fuck.

im out.

10:52 pm.

~ by the fortunate pilgrim on July 4, 2009.