twenty two zero four zero nine

8:55 pm.  room.

“Are we listening?
to Hymns of offering.
and Have we eyes to see?
Love is gathering.
All the words that I’ve been reading
Have now started the act of bleeding
Into one.

So I walk up on high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below.
And I laugh at myself
While the tears roll down.
‘Cause it’s the world I know.
Ooooh it’s the world I know.”

the world i know.  collective soul.

oh yes.  into the edge, dude.  laughing at myself while tears roll down.  oh its soooo deep, dude.  but it says something.  can you read me?

brb.

9:39 pm.

i am always tracking the daily views on this thing.  so far the highest daily view was one of the days last january 2009.  i think it was on the 16th.  it registered a total of 215 views.  wow.  amazing.

but whats overwhelming was the daily view the other day.  it closed at 92 views, i think.  and while i was writing the day’s post, the views were increasing dramatically.  oh dudes.  i am rendered speechless.  you know, this thing just started out as a ranting and a daily documentation of my life’s journey to a place i call home.  and now, many people are viewing this thing.  i am humbled by your views, dude.  i really appreciate it.  thanks much, dudes.

well, im just a pilgrim on a journey through life.   quite fortunate in some things but kinda messed up in more things.  but the journey goes on.  day by day.  and i write  the daily log as i traverse the long path on the way to that thing i call home.  a place of pure bliss and happiness.  and on that thing,  ill stay for the better.   

but a question always lingers on.  will i ever be in that place that i long for?  or is there even such a place to begin with? 

somehow at this point, i still could figure out a lighthouse on that place where im going.  a flicker of hope.  a flicker of light.  if i just keep following the north star,  i know ill be there eventually.  that north star is my guide in my complete darkness.  each day, i hope more.  each day, i long for that thing more and more.  each day everything is saved for that big day.  shadows and silhouettes line the chaotic path.  fog brings about haziness and zero visibility at times.  but those things doesnt stop my resolve even for a second.  i need to muster all my remaining strength and focus as i get nearer and nearer.  ill go the distance.  and i will be.  coz home is where our hearts is. 

brb.

10:18 pm.

it was a mixed of sunny and gloomy with a little bit of rain today.  forecast said its gonna snow today.  but it didnt.  LOL  i thought the forecast was wrong after all.  but when i got home, i learned that somewhere up north of here, it snowed a lot.  hahahahaha  oh dude.  the forecast is never wrong i guess.  it has been always accurate so far.  maybe its one of the first world shit.  LOL

its gonna be warmer starting tomorrow.  its gonna be in the 50s.  friday is gonna be in the 7os.  the weekend’s gonna be in the 80s.  oh dude.  this is gonna be great.  hahahaha  shorts and shirts.  wow.  the heat is on.  well.  at least for now.  next week’s gonna be rainy again.  damn.  lame.  LOL

oh btw im gonna have my new tattoo on sunday.  well. its gonna be a warm day.  so maybe  i can ride my bike to that tattoo place which is about 6 miles east of  here.  hmmm.  that sounds like fun, huh?  LOL  we’ll see.

brb.

11:45 pm.

i was into imesh a while ago.  im downloading tons of songs.  LOL  just got a song which i was searching for in like forever.  christina by earl klugh. (best-of-earl-klugh-vol-1–17641)  a jazz piece.  oh dude.  im on it right now and its on loop.  memories of childhood keeps flashing.  somehow, im happy now.  oh dude.  a very typical of childhood setting.  lamp’s on dim.  and this jazz piece on.  and im just on my bed stoned.  hahahaha  staring at my ceiling.  thinking of nothing.  wow.  but now, im thinking of something else.  a lighthouse.  a sunset.  a beach.  LOL  sooo deep, i know.  LMAO  naah.  its nothing but a G thing, dude.

im logging out, dudes.  gotta do my laundry and grab some food.  some more stuff to do.

im out.

~ by the fortunate pilgrim on April 22, 2009.