twenty one zero four zero nine
8:29 pm. bed.
“Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That’s leading me
To the place where I find peace again.”
everything. lifehouse. wow. read the entire lyrics. its so poetic. they say he wrote it for his God but you know the lyrics could always relate to someone else. a friend. a precious one. a lifeline. a loved one. aint that sweet? read on.
oh wow. its relevant as well to my sense of direction, dude. you are the guide. you are my light. my constant star. my north star. my polaris. to the place where i find peace again. where there’s nothing but bliss and happiness. to that place i call home. my everything. and this is my journey documented daily. exactly, dude.
a comment here the other day by a lady named Ritha was about her realization that life is a form of poetry. indeed, it is. everything we do actually is. the rhythmic beating of our hearts, the alternate steps we always take and the gracefulness of our moves is poetic in a way, right? loving as well as hating is a form of poetry. the way we inhale and exhale alternately is a wonder in itself. the way we stare at the eyes of a loved one is a poetic line as well. the power and the full capacity of how we can love and be loved, the sacrifices we are willing to take for someone else but ourselves, all our thoughts are forms of poetry in a way too. yeah. life is poetic. aint that just sweet?
as per the forecast, it again rained today. but it was like an alternate rainy and a sunny day. in the afternoon, there were ice pellets. hailstones, dude. damn. i think we had the four seasons in just a week’s time. its that crazy for a weather out here, dude. LOL tomorrow, we’re expecting snow showers. well. we’re back in the ice age, i guess. LOL
brb.
10:34 pm.
today after the rain, there’s a rainbow. bruce and ms bruce were so happy to see it. they were so excited, dude. in fact, they went out the store just to see the thing. oh dude, they were so happy. you know how some people tend to dance when they’re so happy. yes. ms bruce was dancing after she saw the rainbow. hahahaha
deep inside i found that amusing. its kinda funny. you know how ordinary rainbows are back home. its like an after a rain thing. and it rains all the time back home. sometimes, people dont even take time to notice a rainbow. its how ordinary that thing is back home. but i was surprised of bruce and ms bruce’s reactions to it. matter of fact, ms bruce took a picture of it on her phone. hahahaha
i realized something from what happened. you know how things are like there all the time, that we dont even take the time to appreciate it. yes. just like rainbows. we kinda take these things for granted. coz you know, deep inside we know that no matter what happens, its gonna be there always. its like we only appreciate things when they’re gone. we only learn to value things when they’re not with us anymore. its sad, right? its like we didnt even have the time to say to that someone how he or she is appreciated till he or she is gone. coz we always tend to take people or things for granted especially if we know that its just gonna be there all the time. but you know, sometimes, its kinda too late to realize that when the time’s come that you gonna need that someone, he or she’s not there anymore for you. matter of fact, that someone has already left long before you even realize it. you know what im sayin? oh yes. thats sad. and thats true, dude.
its just like the simple pleasures in life. sometimes, its us who complicate our lives. sometimes, we get lost in this so complicated world that we forget the basics. the simple pleasures of life. walking with someone under a rain is one. talking with someone watching the sunset is one. and playing the see-saw with someone while sharing stories. etc. etc. but these things feel way, way better than buying a brand new 1000 inch LCD HD TV. wow. too much acronyms goin on, huh? hahahaha but thats true. its the memories that we invest in. its the memories that will be handy later in life when the seas get rough. in the twilight of your lives. you know what i mean? building a million memories together, dude. a suitcase of memories. well. you can spend all the money you ever wanted but you can never spend memories. its gonna be there forever, dude. and its one of the basic solid foundation together, just like complete openess. aint that great?
gonna grab some dinner first, dudes. im starving. LOL brb.
11:45 pm.
oh im full, dude. LOL
well. gotta log out now. gotta do some stuff. it has been a day. and tomorrow’s gonna snow. wow.
im out, dude. chill.
PEOPLE COME, PEOPLE GO. Sometimes circumstance can take a BEST FRIEND or a partner away from us. And the only thing that’s left are just memories. That’s why if someone who loves and cares for us comes our way, we must not ignore or turn him/her down because we don’t know when he/she might be gone…Just like the song NEVER TOO FAR AWAY… Im sure you have heard this song already…
before anything else, please take time to read a note above the blog page. the inscription is a borrowed line from Dante’s Divine Comedy and is supposedly the inscription on the gates of Hell. “abandon hope all who enter here.” its a disclaimer actually to those who wander around into this blog. although im still hopeful for things in my world, i dont promote hope of any kind around here. these are my daily random thoughts which mirror all my convictions. i know what i am and who i am. i know what i want. and i know where im going and im going there in time. and thats the thing i call home and thats gonna be soon. i dont really give an F if my so called fair-weathered friends diss me out, ignore me or take me for granted coz all the people i met lately are only just pure acquaintances. coz in my world, they’re not really my true friends to begin with and in short they dont even exist. so i dont have issues with that. if you have issues with those things then its your thing. and i think that should be very clear.